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My favorite subject is I have to say Physics, physics
is a word that no one really wants to hear, if you here this stuff your stomach
will churn and think about geniuses building bridges and buildings or questions
that seem impossible to simply answer in less than a few minutes. I’ve always
thought of the day when I would have to face it in 4th year. But great I
happened to get enrolled in a school called HedCen and it so happened in the
entrance exam there was Physics and I just thought oh crap I’m dead. Well I
still got into 1^st year despite the really crappy results but hell
was still beginning I got 9 in my midterms and failed the trim-test but in the
2^nd trim things started to look up. I started to understand Physics
more and the subject got easier I was able to find a tutor who said that what
we were studying appeared in his Engineering board exam so yah I felt better. So
why I like Physics cause it really seemed like an impossible feat to pass an
exam but what the heck I did and I started to pass and even got a high score on
the AS’s. Over past trimester during 2^nd year high school I actually
passed Physics well I failed allot my of my subjects and just passed the trim
but the Physics was really something for me and from that day Physics became
really relieving cause every time I get a correct answer I lose allot of stress
and I mean allot of stress so yah that’s why I like Physics. I also like PE
everyone loves PE.

My favorite subject is I have to say Physics, physics
is a word that no one really wants to hear, if you here this stuff your stomach
will churn and think about geniuses building bridges and buildings or questions
that seem impossible to simply answer in less than a few minutes. I’ve always
thought of the day when I would have to face it in 4th year. But great I
happened to get enrolled in a school called HedCen and it so happened in the
entrance exam there was Physics and I just thought oh crap I’m dead. Well I
still got into 1^st year despite the really crappy results but hell
was still beginning I got 9 in my midterms and failed the trim-test but in the
2^nd trim things started to look up. I started to understand Physics
more and the subject got easier I was able to find a tutor who said that what
we were studying appeared in his Engineering board exam so yah I felt better. So
why I like Physics cause it really seemed like an impossible feat to pass an
exam but what the heck I did and I started to pass and even got a high score on
the AS’s. Over past trimester during 2^nd year high school I actually
passed Physics well I failed allot my of my subjects and just passed the trim
but the Physics was really something for me and from that day Physics became
really relieving cause every time I get a correct answer I lose allot of stress
and I mean allot of stress so yah that’s why I like Physics. I also like PE
everyone loves PE.

My favorite subject is I have to say Physics, physics
is a word that no one really wants to hear, if you here this stuff your stomach
will churn and think about geniuses building bridges and buildings or questions
that seem impossible to simply answer in less than a few minutes. I’ve always
thought of the day when I would have to face it in 4th year. But great I
happened to get enrolled in a school called HedCen and it so happened in the
entrance exam there was Physics and I just thought oh crap I’m dead. Well I
still got into 1^st year despite the really crappy results but hell
was still beginning I got 9 in my midterms and failed the trim-test but in the
2^nd trim things started to look up. I started to understand Physics
more and the subject got easier I was able to find a tutor who said that what
we were studying appeared in his Engineering board exam so yah I felt better. So
why I like Physics cause it really seemed like an impossible feat to pass an
exam but what the heck I did and I started to pass and even got a high score on
the AS’s. Over past trimester during 2^nd year high school I actually
passed Physics well I failed allot my of my subjects and just passed the trim
but the Physics was really something for me and from that day Physics became
really relieving cause every time I get a correct answer I lose allot of stress
and I mean allot of stress so yah that’s why I like Physics. I also like PE
everyone loves PE.

Pain is greater when it is in the heart but i do my best to forget emotional pains but the physical they are unforgettable. I really love my painful memories they remind me that if i feel anything else it’s nothing like before and well pain is nothing without fear, for example fell of a slope behind our house just wearing shorts got cuts all over me and worse it was like 5 in the afternoon so i was thinking oh God i’m gonna be stuck here with the frogs and snakes or worse hobos but the worst part were those cuts I eventually climbed the dang slope wearing slippers a lightsaber(for snakes or dogs) and my book about the evident family values of the Simpsons i grabbed onto a sapling pine tree and pulled myself to a walkable place that event was sick. One of the worst as my arm almost getting pulled off the socket in a sparing match that was hell although didn’t cry. This was the most insane ever getting stabbed by a nail filer by my sister really a stupid incident cause but the worst were the tetano shots and finding out that i could have died if i didn’t go to the hospital on the day itself made me almost choke my sister but heck that was really a good experience almost dying. There are probably a billion times my neck goes stiff cause of wrestling and the billion times my arms get stretch marks from reaching for that leg just to trip him and all the times my back gets slammed when we do drills makes me love pain cause pain is a mark a trophy the fact that you’re still alive to experience more pain is good

A friend of mine told me that the best state of a human is the state of the child, the child knows nothing at all a child want’s to learn everything  when the child reaches puberty it begins to becometired of wanting to learn every thing and now wants just learn thngs they are interested on heck that’s why we don’t like to go to school but would rather find outif the Lost gang got out of the Island or did Nathan and Peter Petrelli die or something.

Well what’s the meaning of life we’ll never really know what life is until we are lying in our deathbed or staring at some gun, knife etc. we won’t really see what we’ve been doing all our life until we just did something really stupid or about to, heck I don’t remember any really bad things I’ve done but I know I’ve done them sick things hopefully they will stay there stay at that level, sometimes I just look at everything and say to myself I wish that the darn chaos will happen and everyone will just look at nothing and see everything cause we haven’t seen anything yet heck I really wanna see the meaning of coveting your own life well I’ve been to church and there is the whole meaning of sacrifice and living to die but I guess we all haven’t seen the meaning of anything until we lose it bad.

This is Don’t Ask with nothing talk about. trust me dystopian future is really good

The one dang thing that I’ve always wanted to do was simply to start a war that would turn this dang country into an anarchist and with really bad weather dark skies and hail storms, well realisticaly speaking i’ve always wanted to start a gang, a really powerful one one that would really control everything something like an Illumaniti in the Marvel Universe or the Philosophers in Metal Gear yes something that controls everything. I never really thought that I would form one but maybe join one but the size of my school prevents any of those stuff and my moral values still try to prevent me from doing anything stupid thank God for them. Even though I woul study in a big school I don’t really think I would really get to do it there’s influence and physical capacity to contend with but I’ve been in a bunch of fights and a lot of teasing and teasing back to people older than myself heck my closest friends are 2 years older than me and back then being the youngest of the barkada made me a target for teasing, bad teasing. Well all those experiences made me almost impervious to teasing to people my own age ALMOST, and when that almost became clear to me I started thinking about doing things like beating up the dang idiot who thinks that his mouth is gonna save his face from being pushed to dirty cement wall heck good thing my head keeps telling me not to cause I don’t really like to explain what happened after the ambulance leaves. Well the main reason why I’ve wanted to do these things is simply cause I’m megalomaniacal, we all are. Ever played an RTS and just loved it when the enemy’s base is nothing but ashes heck we all have that feeling search your feelings you know it ehheheheh. But still I can’t seem to do the darn thing

One of my sickest nightmares was one I can’t even remember, as far as I can remember of it is that it had to do with a parralel universe and I had monster blood or something but well that I can’t one I can.

The dream starts with rather senseless events as all dreams start, I applied for a job as a security guard in a bank, the dream goes as I go around talking to people suddenly I see a bunch of anime characters from the really crappy Galaxy Angel piling up gold plates,goblets etc. into a box! Well being a security guard I aim my gun at them and order them to stop piling up the stuff, they ignore me I tell them again, they ignore me still and then I just pull the trigger again and again and again. 3 shots later I killed one they all surrender and I begin to wake up. This dream had a rather crazy effect on my life, everyday I wake up I feel like I just killed someone. This dream is really really sick cause it makes me feel bad and sick, but everyday I just remind myself that it was just a dream but still that was a really sick dream cause I enjoyed it.

My impression on last week’s Patar Ari was well an OK thing, it was a good week simple for my group since we were few and didn’t really know each other that much well it was actually a good thing. I got to meet new people I got to know new people, well Niño was new and he was a nice guy, Renzo was pretty talkative and happy David was usually talking with Sam Veneracion and I had some small talk with him. Since we were a small group and we had little in common with each other our conversations were just small really small. Although we had only small talk the order that Kuya David gave to the 1st years was to bow to every member of the faculty in the school was pretty interesting and Niño and Renzo having certain North Asian looks made them look Jap. My feelings on last week were OK although meeting new people was pretty good.

My Role model is my dad, well how does he cope with his family? Hehe well for now my role model is (if I was to go into creative writing) Bob Kane creator of the Batman, we like the Batman simply because he is popular or he was shown in a movie, but back then who would have thought that a man modeled after one the weakest animals in the world would be extremely successful, why? The Bat though weak is the symbol of vampires haunting, creepy, dark, vampires are very disturbing and that is what the Bat symbolizes, something disturbing. Bob Kane was inspired by the Shadow and yes vampires. But Bob Kane is a genius for creating yes The Batman, whatever you think of him he is the most atmospheric most cryptic, most dark and most anti-heroic (by this I mean his methods are different). The Batman is not just a fantasy, his world actually symbolizes Mafia ridden 1930’s

America

, his enemies were corrupt police, serial killers, and Politicians just like private eye movie. The Batman is in reality a cult favorite for not much people appreciate him for being dark well at least as far as I know but as far as I know there are a few. Batman is a favorite for his enemies, insane serial killers, not megalomaniacal enslavers or mere bank robbers but killers, although not explicitly shown but even in the animated series the Joker kills people with that laughing gas, one of his most disturbing enemies are Killer Croc and Two-Face, both kill people with rather normal serial killer tools. One of Bob Kane’s most interesting creations is The Riddler, this character is mush more interesting than the Joker for being an OC, it is mentioned that he can’t ignore leaving a clue. I idolize Bob Kane for simply being the one who made the Batman, the most iconic image besides other more obvious stuff.

Jack Thompson is an IDIOT. Well this guy says Video games are he cause of violence but all the’ve been saying was it’s the parents responsibility well yes it is and the moron says it’s not… WHA????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It’s true it always is the Parent’s Responsibility DUHHHH it always friggin is. PERIOD